Today was the day; my ass and throat were severely violated, though not at the same time and not with the same equipment.
I was not gang-raped, though I was heavily drugged and there were several people in the room. In fact, they could've shoved anything in me and I would've never known. Maybe that's why my bowels feel like they've been tied in a sailors knot.
My doctor didn't find anything out of the ordinary except the fact that I have 'wiggly bowels'. Apparently my innards didn't agree with things being inserted and kept clamping down on the tube. He wasn't able to check the last 6 inches of my colon because of it. I had a hard time coming out of the drugs and when I got back to my recovery room, I was in so much pain from being filled with air, I was in tears. Of course I couldn't leave til I blew ass. I felt so sorry for the nurses...
My man was with me the whole time and has taken such good care of me today. He's amazing and I adore him.
I have a follow up on the 5th...we'll see what new meds I get put on this time.
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